Waiting, when it's a matter of life and death, can drive
you utterly mad if you let it. It feels like forever when someone's life is on
the line! Sitting in a white corridor, the smell of chemicals and the breakfast
from the cafeteria downstairs lingered in the air. Rhona Boyle looked down at
her light pink dress, Oz's dried blood soaked into it, and at that moment she
realised the dress was ruined. There was no way that blood was coming out, what
a thing to think about at a time like this! But sometimes you just had to steer
your mind away from the fact that the man you loved was lying on a table being
operated on at that very moment! The waiting was bad enough, but Lachie's
pacing was irritating her, she wanted to hit him and that wasn't fair because
the person who really did deserve a good smack in the face was Jamie!
"Whit the hell urr they dayin' in there!!!" Lachie growled and threw
himself down on the chair beside her, biting his nails and grunting to himself.
Rhona couldn't get the picture of the Landrover disappearing from view out of
her mind, and her mother grabbing her and dragging her into the family car to
follow them. She also couldn't get the sight of Oz lying on the ground covered
in blood and looking like death out of her mind either!
When they got to the hospital, her father and brother
looked like extras from a horror movie, blood all over them. They told her that
Oz had to go into theatre and have the bullet removed, it was lodged
dangerously close to his liver, luckily it hadn't hit any vital organs, but
he'd lost a lot of blood and would need a transfusion. Nobody knew if they
would ever see Oz alive again, Rhona didn't even want to think about it! As her
mother and father arrived back from the vending machine, she couldn't stand the
smell of the coffee they had brought for her and her brother. She liked the
smell usually, just today everything annoyed her! She couldn't understand why
people could just get on with daily life while her beloved Oz was lying wide
open on a cold, hard table while some stranger poked around inside him! Elspeth
took hold her her hand and squeezed it gently.
"It's going to be okay Rhona! He's a fighter, and he
won't leave you if he can help it!" she whispered. Rhona felt the hot
tears stick to her face and the beginnings of a migraine reared it's ugly head.
It was all the crying, her nose was bunged up and her face felt like it was on
fire. As well as an ambulance, Elspeth had called the police and Jamie was
taken to the station for questioning, and most likely to be charged. Rhona
wanted him locked up for life, she wanted them to put him in a cell and throw
away the key! At that moment she hated his guts, she despised him so so much!
Finally, a surgeon appeared with news...
“I told you not to leave this room!!!" Rhona
shrieked in panic. "I asked you nicely, not to leave this room! To stay
here and to phone me on my mobile if you needed anything, but no! You decide to
go walkabouts!!!"
"I'm sorry!" Oz mumbled and hung his head,
clutching his side gingerly.
"What if your stitches burst again??? Hmm?"
Rhona put her hands on her hips and frowned at him.
"I'm sorry!" he said a little louder, looking
into her eyes pleadingly. "I'm goin' stir crazy in here red! Gimme a break
huh?" Rhona's expression softened and she took hold of his hands, in a
whisper she replied,
"I nearly lost you! TWICE! When are you going to
stop breaking my heart Oswald Truman???"
"When you agree to marry me!" he blurted out
unexpectedly. "Wow, did I just say that?" he laughed in shock.
"Don't!" Rhona pleaded, "Don't say it if
you don't mean it..."
"I do mean it, I really do! Marry me Rhona! Let's do
it, let's get married!" Before Rhona could answer there was a knock at the
door.
"Oswald? Oswald!" Oz groaned as the female
voice called out and knocked even more persistently.
"Coming mom!" he shouted back and let his
mother in. Carol Truman came bustling in with a bowl of what Rhona could only
imagine was soup.
"Here you are my baby! Some chicken soup, grandma's
recipe!" she exclaimed proudly and sat it down on Rhona's dresser.
"How are you feeling today pumpkin?" she pinched his cheek as he
grimaced and tried to pull away from her, holding his side the whole time.
"Mrs Truman..." Rhona began but was cut off
with a dirty look.
"Listen girl, my boy got shot because of you! I
expect this kinda thing in America but not in England, geez!"
"MOM! We're in Scotland? How many times!" Oz
rolled his eyes in frustration and sat carefully down on the bed. "And
will you please stop blaming Rhona for the accident?"
"ACCIDENT???" his mother screeched, "You
got shot honey, by a man wielding a shotgun! That is no accident; an accident
is falling off a cliff or tripping over a sidewalk! Not getting a bullet in
your belly, man alive!" she rolled her eyes and huffed. Oz's mother had
appeared a couple of days after his surgery and she'd stayed ever since, that
was a week ago! Oz was to have complete bed rest but he was always out and
about, in fact the other day he did just that and his stitches burst. Rhona
found him slumped by the jetty, blood everywhere, he had to be rushed back in
to hospital to stop the bleeding and have the stitches replaced, but it seemed
he hadn't learned from that experience! Rhona found that his mother encouraged
his rebellious streak; she imagined that Carol Truman was a flower power hippie
in her youth, all peace and free love...and anarchy! It wasn't that Rhona
didn't like Carol; it was just that Carol didn't like Rhona very much! The red
headed siren who corrupted her angelic son! She was also driving Mary and Agnes
mad in the kitchen taking over and insisting on cooking for Oz herself! Just as
Rhona was about to leave mother and son alone, she stopped in her tracks as she
saw the pained expression on Oz's face, a "don't leave me or I'll
die" kind of face!
"Mrs Truman!" she blurted out as the incessant
verbal diarrhea Carol was spouting suddenly ceased.
"What is it Rena?" she snapped impatiently as
Oz gave her a disapproving frown.
"It's Rhona! I was wondering if you would like to
have dinner with us tonight at the Tavish Arms?"
"Ummm..." she thought for a moment, her face
expressing sheer curiosity. "Us, as in..."
"Oz and myself!" Rhona tried to smile, with
difficulty.
"So you're an 'us' now are you?" Carol sneered
and looked Rhona up and down.
"Well...” Rhona began to answer but Oz butted in,
"Yes we are mom! We've been dating for months, in
fact I just asked Rhona to marry me and she said...wait..." Oz's face fell
and his blue eyes went into puppy mode, melting Rhona's heart. "...you
didn't give me an answer!" still not taking his eyes off of her, he waited
for her reply. Rhona looked from Oz, to his mother, and then back to Oz. She
had his answer! With a broad smile she replied,
"I was going to say yes Oz! Yes I will marry
you!" Carol let out a little squeak and her jaw dropped, her mouth gaping
wide she made noises that only an overbearing, disapproving mother could make!
Oz pulled Rhona in for a lingering kiss and let his mother protest to herself.
He was getting married, he didn't care what she thought, Rhona was going to be
his wife...finally!
Rhona sat in another white corridor, waiting! She wasn't
sure this was a good idea, but for her own peace of mind it was something she
had to face. The warden finally came to collect her and guided her into a room
full of people at tables with two chairs each scattered around. She looked
around for the familiar face, and when she spotted him her stomach lurched,
remembering the night Oz's life seeped out of him and the colour drained from
his face. All because of this man she was meeting with at that moment, Jamie
McGregor! He had indeed been jailed for shooting Oz, accidentally or not he was
not permitted to be handling the rifle, never mind fire it! When he saw her,
his eyes lit up. "Awright doll?" Rhona's lurching stomach got worse
as she slowly made her way to his table; he stood up as one of the guards
shouted at him to sit back down. "Bloody Gestapo in here, dinnae let me
dae nuthin'!" he grunted and sat back down. "So, how are ye dayin'
doll?" Rhona felt as if she would vomit if he called her doll one more
time.
"Jamie, I didn't come here to have some friendly
banter with you, I just wanted to let you know before you found out from your mum
or anyone else..."
"Whit?" he eyed her up and down, worry etched
all over his face. So she just came out with it.
"I'm getting married!" He stared, open mouthed
for a while, into space as the reality began to sink in. "Jamie?" she
leaned in slightly towards him to get his attention, but not too much.
"Jamie?" she repeated as he finally looked in her direction.
"Tae the Yank eh?" he spat, hands in the
pockets of his hooded jumper. The orange tabard he was wearing made her eyes
hurt, but his words angered her.
"Yes, I'm marrying Oz! The man you nearly
KILLED!" a guard came to their table and ordered her to keep her voice
down as she blushed and sank back into the plastic, jaggy chair.
"Aye well, thanks fur lettin' me know like, a hope
he knows how lucky he is..." he softened, and his face was awash with
sadness, "...a sure didnae eh?" he laughed softly, but he was sorry.
For the first time she saw it, he was truly sorry.
"Jamie, if you ever loved me? Then please, say what
I need you to say?" he squinted at her in confusion.
"Eh? Ye know a love ye Rhona, it's no needin' tae be
said!"
"No Jamie, two words! Just
two...little...words!" and he finally realised what she meant, sighing he
leaned forward and looked her straight in the eyes!
"Am...am sorry darlin'! Am sorry am such a b*stard!
Am sorry yer too good for me, and am sorry a ever hurt ye!" Rhona closed
her eyes and smiled, she could feel tears forming, warm and happy tears. All
she ever wanted was to hear him say that! And now that he had, she could finally
close that chapter of her life, and move on!
When Rhona got back to the hotel, she didn't feel like
confessing to Oz about where she had been. Instead she went for a walk in the
woods by the Loch. As she closed her eyes and followed the path that she'd
known so well since she was tiny, she was aware of someone following her. The
sun was shining and it was a clear day so whoever it was would not stay hidden
for long. But this particular individual had no intentions of keeping out of sight;
Carol Truman came marching up to Rhona with purpose in her steps. "Rena I
wanna have a little talk with you, woman to woman!" she flashed a pearly
white smile, much like her son's, and looked expectantly at her.
"Oh yes? And what do you want to talk about Mrs
Truman?" Rhona was extremely apprehensive; ever since she arrived all
Carol Truman ever gave her was a hard time.
"You and me, we got off on the wrong foot
and..."
"Not on my part Mrs Truman, you took an instant
dislike to me since you came here!" Carol's face turned white and she
gulped down a breath.
"I...no I..."
"You don't even have the decency to get my name
right, I mean I'm going to be your son's wife and you're not interested in my
real name!" Carol was obviously not used to being spoken to like this, Oz
was always far too soft with his mother, probably because she raised him by
herself after his father left and he felt he owed her a lot, Rhona disagreed.
She looked at her future mother-in-law, her mouth gaping open much like the day
Oz proposed over a week ago, and for the first time she saw a frightened woman.
What was she frightened of? "Mrs Truman? I love your son, I've been badly
hurt myself and I wouldn't dream of hurting him, so please...stop treating me
like the enemy! You and I, we should be bonding over loving him! You clearly
adore Oz, and I can honestly tell you that I feel the same! He's been a
wonderful friend to me, an amazing boyfriend and he's going to be an even
better husband! So why can't you just accept this?" Carol hung her head
and sighed. There was a long silence as she looked at the dirt path, breathing
slowly in and out. Finally she looked up and her blue eyes, Oz's eyes, drilled
into hers.
"Sweetheart, you're right! I've been a real b*tch to
you these past couple of weeks and you didn't deserve it! The truth is, my
Oswald is all I have in this world! I was dating his father, Frank, when I was
twenty years old, he wasn't too happy when I told him I was pregnant and when
Oswald was born he was even less happy! He tried to do the right thing and we
moved in together, we got engaged, but by the time Oswald was five months old,
Frank took off and I never saw him again! I had to be mommy and daddy to my son
and it sucked I don't mind tellin' ya! But Oswald was always such a happy
little boy, he seemed content and we only ever had each other since my parents
disowned me for having a child out of wedlock! I tried dating again, to find a
father for my son, but they were all losers, what can I say? I'm a loser
magnet!"
"Mrs Truman..." Rhona was feeling rather
uncomfortable, and also very guilty for the way she spoke to Carol, but she
wasn't done saying her piece.
"No, listen to me honey! Please?" Rhona nodded
and Carol continued. "Oswald got into a bad crowd when he was a teenager,
he took drugs and he stole from me to pay for his habit! I managed to get him
clean when he was nearly shot by a dealer he owed money to, it gave him a scare
believe me! He got back on the straight and narrow, finished school, went to
college and got into photography. I was so proud of my boy, but I was always
worried that he was gay you know?" Rhona felt her cheeks burn and she
could hardly look at Carol, "Because he never brought girls back, in fact
you're the first girl I've ever met that he's actually shown an interest in!
Then that stuff with Delfino, gosh, and he ran off and I had no idea if he was
alive or dead! Then I get this birthday card from him and some girl's name on
it, yours! And you called to say he'd been shot, well I was in knots! My head
was everywhere and...he's all I've ever had, he's the only thing in this world
that I am proud of! That I can look at and say 'I made this!' and be proud of
what I created! Do you...do you understand sweetie?" she looked nervously
into Rhona's eyes again, waiting for a response. Rhona smiled and pulled her in
for a hug.
"Oh Mrs Truman, he will always be yours! I'm not
taking him away from you! There's lots of Oz to go around you know!" as
Rhona felt Carol's arms hug her back, her reply made her cry tears of joy.
"Call me Carol, or mom!"
"So daddy, what am I?"
"What do you mean cupcake?"
"Am I Scottish or am I American?" Oz looked
into his daughter's blue eyes, so like her mother's, as he brushed her red hair
out of them. She sat perched on his knee at the edge of the jetty as they
watched the boats sail up and down the Loch. "Because Grandpa said I'm a
mongrel! Daddy what does that even mean?" Oz let out a booming laugh and
nearly dropped her into the Loch.
"Oh baby!" he chuckled as she giggled along
with him. "It means you're both!" Isla Truman stopped laughing and
frowned at her father. For a three year old she was extremely clever.
"But...what does it mean?" And curious!
"I told you. See Uncle Lachie's dog over
there?" Isla nodded, "Well Patch there is a mongrel! He's a mixture
of a Collie, a Labrador and another dog that we're still unsure of! So all it
means is you're a mixture of Scottish on mommy's side, and American on mine!
See?" Isla seemed happy with this answer and she snuggled into her
father's chest.
"Lunch is ready!" a voice called quietly from
behind them. Oz scooped his daughter up and turned to face his wife.
"Rory's been fed and put down for a nap!" Rhona smiled at her
husband, he was so good with their children and Isla adored him. Rory was only
four months old and Oz already wanted to try for more children.
"You're so beautiful!" Oz winked and pulled her
in towards him with his free hand as Isla protested.
"Ew no kissy please!"
"How do you fancy going for a 'nap' after lunch too
Mrs Truman?" he winked and squeezed her waist.
"I think you should just clear your plate and we'll
see!" Rhona winked back and took Isla from her father. "Come on you,
if you're really good I have cheesecake for afters!"
"YAY!" Isla cheered. "Did Granny Truman
make it?"
"Yes she did!" Oz watched his wife and daughter
head up to the hotel and smiled. He hadn't been back home since he fled nearly
four years ago, he thought he would miss it, he thought living in Scotland for
good wouldn't work...but he was wrong! His mother eventually moved over when
Rhona was expecting Isla and now they all lived at the hotel with the Boyles.
Lachie and Elspeth had two boys aged five and four, Lachlan Junior and Hamish.
It was a full house, it was a thriving family business and Oz felt like he was
finally accepted. He'd never felt more content in his entire life. Lachie came
bounding out of the Loch dragging his tiny punt behind him, his boys inside
giggling away to themselves and squirting their father with super soakers.
"Gi it a by boys eh?" Lachie growled and looked
up at Oz who was trying not to laugh. Lachie's sons were a handful, and they
were big like their dad. "Here, away and soak yer Uncle Oz eh?" the
boys looked up at Oz with wicked grins and began soaking him.
"Guys!" Oz ducked and ran for cover calling
back to them, "My hair guys!"
"Him and that hair!" Lachie sighed, "Get a
haircut ya jessie ye!" As Lachie caught up with Oz, his two clones in tow,
he patted him roughly on the back nearly knocking him flying, and smiled.
"So, how long urr ye stayin' here fur then?" Oz couldn't hide his broad
grin, remembering the first time he met Lachie at reception:
"So can I have a room please?"
"Aye, how long fur?"
"Um...I dunno to be honest with you! Can we say, a
week for now? And then I'll see!"
"See whit?"
"A week, yeah, for now. If that's okay?"
Oz laughed to himself and replied, "Forever! Yeah!
Can we say forever for now?" Lachie put one huge arm over his shoulder and
nodded.
"Aye. But a still think yer trouble!" he winked
and squeezed him gently as they headed home.
The End!
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